In my roommate's room, a pair of pants hang over the back of the chair I'm sitting in and I can't stop thinking, "Are these pants mine...?"
Monday, May 31, 2010
West Oakland
West Oakland.
We used to sit on the stoop inside the giant metal fence surrounding our house and watch Fat Albert ride the electronic cart we guessed he stole from the grocery store...he'd usually have a skinny kid wearing a beanie hanging off the back to complete the picture. If we were out late enough, we could catch the cats sliding down the windshields of the cars leaving the smeared paw print smudges we'd find on our windshields almost every morning.
I moved from a giant 1 bedroom apartment in downtown Denver to a small room in an old Victorian house in the ghetto. My friend Matt had rented another room in the house. The rest of the rooms were occupied by an athlete/Stanford grad from NC, a super stoner/DJ (? -- don't get me started) from MN, and a couple Brazilians. Bon Dia!
I loved and hated the ghetto. Matt and I would listen to bosa nova and flick cigarette butts out his window while about 15 cats would congregate in our backyard. Cops would tear up and down our street with the ghetto bird (helicopter) never far behind. We could hear gunshots echo in the night, and the smells of cats and piss were always in the air. We always took anything extra we had to Jacob -- our local Rastafarian who lived on the streets. Our streets.
Dogtown. Named after the dogs in every yard but ours, the wild packs -- but mostly to define the old gang territory.
I will never forget the criminal who hid out in our house. The drug dealers next door. Matt playing his saxophone. Aaron attempting to DJ in his room... Jon, Dave(id), Brendan, Fernando. The Brazilians greeting the cats. The poverty, the absurdity, the brilliance, the sadness, the dreams, the frustration, the laughter....
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Exhausted
The past couple days have been full of friends, fun, and theater -- all of the best kind.
...sooo, why.
am.
I.
sad...
The 4th stage of grief... ?
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
This is she
"Everything melds into this blur of coffee and canned conversation, and I begin to wonder if a focus point exists in a world full of passion originated from an underground emphatic determination to find truth in the beauty of pure expressed emotion. And, I know that they are all connected by a right of purpose un-understood, but they...know. And, I get lost sometimes...in the conversation...in the passing thoughts of your fingers drumming on my back a perfect rhythm...and I float off to a place where it still doesn't make sense, but the view is better." ...
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Saturday, May 22, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Playground!!
http://www.playground-sf.org/ypp.shtml
Then I headed over to the mall to catch the end of Michael's event. :) He looks great in this pic, doesn't he?
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Trivia!
I head to bar trivia most weeks with Brian, Teresa, Jen, and sometimes Irvin, Robb, and other random recruits. This week we won!!!
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Monday, May 17, 2010
Girlfriend
"I didn't think I'd find you perfect in so many ways..."
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Sunday, May 16, 2010
Theatre
I've managed to become acquainted with a lovely casting director in the Bay Area. I told her right away that I was a beginning actor (cause I like to shoot myself in the foot like that), but she seems to have taken a liking to me and has given me opportunities to read stage directions for new plays at table readings and for workshopping. They pay me to read stage directions, and I get to rub elbows with professional Bay Area actors. :)
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Friends
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Mustache!
This guy, Sean, grew out his mustache. We thought it was funny. His friends say it makes him look like a rapist or Magnum PI so, in tribute to Sean, we wore mustaches to the bar tonight. :{)
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Monday, May 10, 2010
Space out
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